TaLkaTivE bUnNY

just finished reading BY THE RIVER PIEDRA I SAT DOWN AND WEPT by PAULO COELHO…

i was supposed to read eleven minutes, but i found it very time consuming since the novel’s quite long considering that limited time i have… so i ended up reading by the river piedra i sat down and wept (a little shorted than eleven minutes) still by paulo coelho…

i was really amazed… or should i say, inspired and enlightened… not only does it tell a story of love, but also a story of faith (in God)… i was moved by the words… paulo coelho indeed is a very good writer…

ooopppsss… i would’ve loved to say more words about the book, but i have to go now… wahehehe…

midterm na next week…

kelangan ko na talagang mag-aral… ngaun lang ata yung midterm na sobrang tinamad ako… di na ko nagnonotes… at kapag nasa klase ako, di ko maiwasang isipin na "masarap talagang matulog" lalo pa’t malamig ang classroom…

kelangan ko na talagang mag-aral… ngaun lang yung midterm na tinake for granted ko ang mga quizzes, projects, at reflection papers ko… nakakapagod na kasi eh… kapag nasa bahay naman ako… nakikita ko ang kama sa kwarto ko… iniisip ko nanaman "masarap matulog… gusto ko ng matulog!!!" para san nga ba ang kama kung hindi tutulugan ng may-ari dibah?

kelangan ko na talagang mag-aral… ngaun lang yung midterm na kinakabahan ako… hindi naman sa di ako kinabahan dati… pero ngaun lang yung grading period na malaki ang hahabulin kong grade… at wala akong ibang pwedeng sisihin kundi ang sarili ko… naging pabaya ako ngaun eh… ewan nga ba kung bakit… siguro kasi tulog lang ang nasa isip ko parati…

kelangan ko na talagang mag-aral… eto na ang huli… mag-aaral na talaga ako… kung ayaw kong bumagsak… ayan… dapat na akong magsipag… pero inaantok na ako… kaya sa weekend na lang ako mag-aaral… oh kaya a night before ng exams… mahilig naman akong mgcram eh… mas effective sa akin… oh well… bastah kelangan ko ng mag-aral… pero sa ngaun, matutulog muna ko… masarap talagang matulog eh…

i’m tired of studying…

waking so early every morning just to go to school…

and eventually when i finally arrive (almost always late)…

i wouldn’t even be able to attend my first class…

because the door’s already locked…

but what frustrates me the most…

is not that i have missed the lesson for the day…

but because… MAGASTOS MAGTAXI!!!

… nagtaxi na nga, late pa rin …

yun yun!!!

what a vacation!!!
pero sayang… ang daming oras na nasayang… daming bagay na di ko man lang na-enjoy… bakit?! dahil sa sakit ko… malapit na ang new year… and i dunno how this year would end for me…
pero kahit naman may sakit ako… masaya pa rin… un nga lang… i could’ve done so much if only di ako nagkasakit at naging stagnant sa bahay… nakakainis lang kasi… di ko man lang nasulit ang christmas vacation na ‘to… i missed so many things which really makes me feel sooooo sad… and nanghihinayang…
there were instances na feeling ko inilaan na lahat ni God para maging masaya ako and yet my illness became the biggest hindrance for me to be happy… nakakainis!!! nakakainis talaga…!!!
oh well… siguro t’was God’s will… masaya naman ako kahit papano… because one of the things which i thought was impossible became possible… so happy ako… and hopefully, as the year ends, happy pa rin ako at sana di na manghinayang… nyek nyek!!! and sana, last wish… makumpleto naman yung family ko this new year…!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

yeah… i’m still wookified…

last night…

as i was listenin’ to the song "i’ll never get over you gettin’ over me"… i got really sentimental… i thought of my best roommate dani… when we were still in kalai, we used to "go kaka" whenever this song’s played over the radio… at the time, that was our favorite song, and we would sing it together while waving our hands up…

this memory almost made me cry… and i realized how much i miss my roommate and our kalai days…

i miss our coffee-drinking session (slash midnight snack at the same time) every night after brushing our teeth…

i miss crying with her whenever we would get homesick…

i miss having meals with her (especially dinner)…

i miss her "corny" jokes and her trademark lines like "how dare you dare you do this to me?!"…

i miss the times when we would put our beds together and sleep beside each other…

i miss the times when we would write letters for each other when we feel sad and lonely…

i miss the times when we would wait for each other when one needs stay up late to study…

i miss the times when she would wake me up so early to have breakfast…

i miss the times when we would just talk and talk all night…

i miss so many things…

i miss her…

how i wish i could turn back time to experience again the things we used to do… but that just can’t be… all i can do now is look back… reminisce… and cherish the moments we had…

sabi nga sa isang poem namin sa lit 1: history happens when a glass breaks…

kaya eto… kahit kababawan lang… para sa akin eh malalim na to…

weehhh… isang taon na po ako sa ateneo… and sad to say that for the past 2 semesters ko dito, i’ve nevey really tried using my internet card… kaya nga sabi nila sayang daw ang binayaran ko…

so here goes the essence of today’s blog (of mine)… it’s my first time na mag-internet sa library!!! wahahaha… thanks to my two ever-loyal goons slash alalays slash tigbitbit ng libro: arvyn and jade!!! hehehe joke lang yan oie… they’re two of my closest and most trustworthy friends… naks naman!!!

hayyy na lang… hehe… i’m just so overwhelmed… babaw noh? pero history ko nga toh ehhh… and i’m happy to say na since last sem eh i’ve considered the library one of my tambayans na… unlike before, allergic ako sa library!!! hehehe… pero soon i’m planning to make another history nanaman: try ko matulog sa lib hahaha kaya ko kaya? note: bawal daw kc matulog sa lib ng addu… so i say: dare to make a difference and challenge the rules!!! hahaha… pasaway!!!

un lang… un lang naman talaga ang gusto kong sabihin… hehe till here…

i hate to admit it… but yeah… i think i’m gettin’ really obsessed with this "thing"… haaayyy…

wish i was somewhere - a place where there’s nothing to remind me of my current addiction… it’s so frustrating y’know… sometimes i get teary-eyed coz i myself know that whatever i do… the impossible seems really sooooo impossible… there’s no way for me to make it come into real life… haaayyy… why do they say "dreams do come true"? how come mine won’t…???

someday maybe… it’d… but as for now… i just have to deal with this obsession - allowing my mind to play with my future…

bye bye SK… see you in my dreams!!! and hopefully indeed in my future!!!

finally i’m home… as in ngaun lng… kararating ko lang talaga… hehehe…

sembreak na!!! pero for sure mukhang mamimiss ko ang skul… kakabore kaya ang walang ginagawa… tambay lang sa bahay? toink… i can’t stand that… pero yoko din naman maglaag kc magastos… so what’ll i do? itutulog ko na lang… at least kung tulog ako… di ko maiicp na bored ako… pero pangit din nmn kung tulog ako ng tulog…

watch dvd nlng kaya? korean drama? naku maiinis lang ako niyan sa sarili ko… puro kc love stories… happy ending… whatever… in short di ako makarelate… pero di pa rin tlaga ako nagsasawa titigan c "julian"… he’s so damn cute… hehehe… pero pass na muna ko sa mga korean… lalo lang akong mgccrave pumunta ng south korea nyan… hehehe… haaayyy someday…

hmmm anu ba tlga gagawin ko? sembreak… nothin’ to do… no allowance… no money to spend… hahahaha… mgjojog nlng ako…? payat na nga eh… kain na lang? good idea!!! hehe… watch tv? masakit sa mata… surf na lng… ayan!!! surf the net… ayyyy radiation!!! waaahhh tulog na lang talaga…

HAAAYYY PURO NONSENSE!!! WALA LANG TALAGA AKONG MAGAWA!!! GOOD LUCK NAMAN SA AKIN…

yeah… u read that ryt… i think im goin’ crazy… obsessed… whatever you call it… and xeet he’s so gwapo… but i think how i’m reacting ryt now is just normal if u’r going "kaka" over a celebrity ayt? so babaw noh? pero yeah… i just can’t get enough of seeing his smile na so nakakabaliw… thanks to youtube.com, lalo akong nababaliw ngaun… hahayyy…