SILENCE…
after how many weeks of stressing myself of depression (hehe)… here i am, almost back to normal…
i’ve just finished watching the series SILENCE and have come to realize that the depression i’ve been through lately is nothing compared to the pain experienced by those who are nearly leaving this world… my problem is not the worst (definitely not), but why have i let myself drown into a pool of self-inflicted pain? maybe, i just needed attention, or just plain selfish that i didn’t want to face my own worries by myself and wanted others to be affected, wanted them to feel what i felt… really selfish huh? or maybe not… maybe i just needed support, needed a hand to guide me back to the right path…
thanks to the martians… i’ve come to understand the reason behind my (recent) ‘misfortunes’… though fate may be against me today, all these [problems] would eventually come to an end… as of now, i’m coping… and pretty soon, i’ll finally be able to overcome them…
