Archive for April, 2006

the end… =’c

Saturday, April 22nd, 2006

i didn’t betray your trust… and a promise is a promise… nangako ako dibah na di ko ipagsasabi un? my God!!! even if i die today!!! di ko ginawa un… i’m sorry if u’ve thought of me that way… really i am… pero hindi ko tlga cnbi un… as in…

maybe dito na talaga mg-eend ito… itong friendship na ito… kasi hindi ko na rin kaya dahil nasasaktan na ko… pero sana someday… (kasi cguro hindi ngaun ung tamang time para ayusin ung friendship natin)… maging friends ulit tau… cguro kelangan pla talaga ng distanxa muna, hindi ung ura-urada… masakit pero kelangan…

sorry sa lahat ng mga kasalanan ko sau…
salamat din sa lahat…

hate this day

Sunday, April 16th, 2006

well, not that i really hate this day… pero ewan, i wasn’t really in the mood… ewan ko… cmula pa pag gcng… hindi ko alam kung anong mali, pero i had this dream… cguro dhil dun khit anu try ko mging okei eh hindi tlga ko mging okei… cguro dhil dun na-open ung mind ko sa mga possibilities na mangyayari…

well, my day ended up fine, mdmi akong nagawa, mdmi akong nsabi… pero hindi pa rin complete… gusto kong umiyak khit wla nmn akong reason umiyak… bstah gusto ko lng umiyak… just that, for no reason at all, cguro para ilabas ung stress… pero hindi lng kc un bastah may kulang pa tlga… meron pa akong kelangan tapusin…

cguro tama nga ung friend ko, kelangan ko munang dumistanxa… well, cguro un nga dpat kong gawin…

lonely day

Sunday, April 9th, 2006

hayyy… never planned for this day to be so lonesome… yet it happened… grbeh! woke up @ around 12pm already, still a bit dizzy - i wasn’t really feeling well… maybe because of worrying about my exam for tomorrow (which i haven’t studied yet) or maybe because of the pain caused by the adjustment on my damn braces (hahaha damn daw oh… oh well, panindigan nlng!)… hahaayyy then my brother tells me than i’m gonna be home alone coz they (my family) are goin’ somewhere…??? and the maids aren’t gonna be stayin’ with me either coz it’s their day off… duh? yes they did left me… aaarrrggghhh actually i could’ve gone with my family if i wanted to… yet like i said, i wasn’t feeling well and i was too lazy to prepare… harhar… i just watched tv the whole day (and not to forget i slept w/ the tv still turned on)!!! i felt really bored… lonely… hayyy!!! wish i had someone here with me… but there’s no one… hahaayyy… just me, my celfone, and the tv!!! nice company huh? hehehe… oh well… gotta go… i still have to study for tomorrow’s exam (differential equations)… gosh i totally forgot the integration techniques… aaarrrggghhh!!! hehehe…