Archive for March, 2006

runaway…

Thursday, March 30th, 2006

waaahhh ayko na… pagod na ko sa ganito… parang lalong naging magulo… waaahhh panu ko ba tatakasan toh? khit pah gusto ko ng umalis… ngek san din naman ako pupunta??? pareho lng… makikita ko pa rin ang mga ayaw ko makita… aaarrrggghhh!!! pagod na ko… as in!!! gusto ko na magpahinga!!! toink!

life’s unfair

Friday, March 24th, 2006

we could’ve been friends

yet you blew it again

why does this keep on happenin’?

we’re okei today

but then tomorrow we’re not

what saddens me the most

we used to be friends

and in fact even more than that

but now what are we?

are we even friends?

i don’t want to be selfish

and i want everythin’ settled

i don’t want to be hurt

nor do i want to hurt you

but how can we work this out?

when everytime we try to be friends

suddenly someone comes along

and destoys what we are trying to build again

now i’m beginning to ask

is there still a chance

to rebuild a friendship so hard to keep?

have we tried everything already?

or we just weren’t strong enough

that we were too susceptible

to other people’s disruption

hope this doesn’t end here

but if it’s really destined to end

then let it be..

but in a way

that we part with not much pain in our hearts

nevertheless… i still pray that this be resolved

reconciliation can never be too far to reach

it’s just a matter of swallowing up a little pride

and muster courage

to get things done…

i’ve done my part

it’s already your turn

and if you don’t

well, it’s your choice…

if this is God’s will…

then let it be…

life’s unfair

this is how it should be…

mahirap tlga!

Sunday, March 19th, 2006

frankly… i do admit that i’m longing to fall in love… but i hope, it’s with the right person… i don’t want to commit the same mistake again… and i don’t want to go through the same pain as before… so therefore… i should be very conscious of my actions… i should not let false feelings grow… even though these things are quite hard to do… i know i could… because i should…

naiinip na ako…

Thursday, March 9th, 2006

naiinip na ko… wala naman akong mahanap na kalingawan… kelangan ko na tlga ng bagong inspiration… grbeh… essay ko kanina di ko mn lng natapos… naku baba nnmn ng grade ko nito… nakakainis naman…