Archive for November, 2005

cool?

Monday, November 28th, 2005
i just hope someday we'll be 'cool'... 
then when that day day comes, finally i can smile... 
and be truly happy... ='(
haha ngdrama! ala lng... i'm just killin' mah time... 
mei topak ako ngaun... don't believe whatever i say!
hehehe... =)
COOL
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

Yeah, I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

C-cool, I know we're cool
I know we're cool

sh*t! reflection for d day: i’m hurt!

Saturday, November 19th, 2005

waahhh… senxa… wla akong mpaglabasan ng sama ng loob eh… dito na lng… wlang makausap eh…

waahhh kasalanan ko ba kng minahal ko ang isang kaibigan? eh may mahal xang iba? tas ang tanga tanga ko kc narealize ko lng nung wala na… tama nga cla… ‘u’ll never realize a person’s worth until u lose him’… oo na…

pero bkit gnun… sbi ko naman kalimutan na un… bgong buhay… pero sh*t bkit ang lamig lamig nya na ata s akin? am i just being paranoid or gnun na tlga xa? i feel like i’ve destroyed our friendship… and if dat’s d case… sana di ko na lng narealize na mahal ko pla xa… sana inignore ko nalang ung feeling… sana di ko nlng xa minahal… kc kng mawawala rin lng xa skn ng tuluyan… ayoko na!!! i can’t afford to lose him… i can’t afford to lose my bestfriend…

cguro kaya ko pang iignore ung feeling… khit nasasaktan ako kc lam ko mei iba xang mahal… okei lng un skn… sanay naman ako na gnun eh… lam ko nahurt ko xa before… pero di ko kayang igive up ung friendship namin… cguro mgbubulag-bulagan nlng ako, mgbibingi-bingihan, mgpapakamanhid!!! para lng bumalik kmi sa dati naming pgkakaibigan…

shocks sorry poh… as in… sna… plsss… balik nlng tau sa dati… yoko na ng ganito… parang ang lamig lamig mo skn… OA ba? pero un nafifil ko eh… alam ko baka galit ka na skn dhil s mga pinagsasabi ko dito… OA nga cguro… oh bka icp mo ngdadrama nanaman ako?! pero grbeh naiiyak na talaga ako… at etoh umiiyak na nga ako eh… ayan sinasabayan ko ang ulan!

lam ko sbi mo di mo ko iniiwasan… pero cge OA na kung OA… paranoid na kung paranoid… tanga na kung tanga!!! eh s gnito ako eh!!!

last na toh: ANG SAKIT SAKIT TLGA!… ohhh ngmumukha n nga akong tanga dito eh… bkit ko nga ba toh tinatype? ehhh sa wla akong ibang mpaglabasan ng nararamdaman ko…

SORRY POH!!!

new life?

Saturday, November 12th, 2005

bagong buhay daw poh!!! hahaha!

as if?

masaya naman sa new school…

tinatamad pa ko mg-aral ng tarong!

tinatamad pa din ako mgtype ng updates?!

bstah i’m kinda getting used to daily 40-60 min travel…

though i have to wake up early!

etoh pa rin pgkasleepyhead…

pero almost always puyat!

i do miss UP!

nothing compares!

freedom?

lahat!

pero hei! masaya naman poh dito…

peace out!

i miss my friends!