Archive for August, 2005

currently confused!!!

Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

hay naku!!! anoh ba tlga? UP o AdDU? hay ewan ko, kya nga confused ako dbah? hay ewan ko na tlaga… iska o atenista? pwde naman pareho, hahaha!!! hayyy pero parang naiimagine ko na sarili ko wearing an all-white uniform! dbah? waaahhh mdming mgtatampo s akin for xur… pero plsss lng po, sna maintindihan nyo anuman ang mging decision ko… tnx tnx!!!

hoi coy asan ka na?

Monday, August 29th, 2005

hoi asan ka na? lam mo ba ngnet ako kc ang kulit ng mga sms mo… pti kgbi, lam mo ba ang sarap ng panaginip ko tpos @ 3:30 am bglang naputol dhil dmi mong txt, pinuno mo inbox ko!!! nywei, cge nlng… bstah ngtatampo pa ako sau!!! di mo alam kung bakit noh? hmmm… iresearch mo… huhuhu…. =’(

just finished TWM

Sunday, August 28th, 2005

TWM stands for tuesdays with morrie hah… la lng ktatapos ko lng rid ung buk, hmmm… c kuya jd kc ung ngsuggest nung buk, he told me he cried the entire reading.. but on the contrary, di naman po ako naiyak, pero khit papano i was moved by the story… okei naman, it’s about a dying man blah blah blah… u’ll learn a lot from it… pwamis!!!

here are some lines/quotes from the book, na mejo kapupulutan nyo ng aral (oh wla lng)… hehehe…

~Devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.

~The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in.

~Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have yo believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you’re in the dark. Even when you’re falling.

~Once you learn how to die, you learn how to love.

~Love each other or perish. Without love, we are birds with broken wings.

~Don’t cling to things, because everything is impermanent.

~Love is how you stay alive, even after you are gone.

~Death ends a life, not a relationship.

nakarelate ako dito:

~Don’t let go too soon, but don’t hang on too long.

hehehe…

motuon na jud ko ug tarong!

Monday, August 22nd, 2005

maau na lng jud kay namove among exam sa physics 72 nxt week, if not, sabay cla ng chem, and i dunno how to balance both subjects kay pareho man gud cla na major subj nako karon… ang malas lng hinuon kay dungan pud cla s camping namo s cwts… hopefully sugtan unta mi na mg-early exam, friday unta… aron maka-uban pa mi sa camping… naaahhh excited na baya mi kaau ni han… lingaw unta… mao lng… gadali ko karon, motuon na lgi ko ug tarong kay duha akong exam dis wik, math54 and chem16, both major subjs… hala kapasar unta ko dah!!! wish me luck peepz… and pls pray for me… c:

laagan jud ko bah!!!

Sunday, August 21st, 2005

guess what???? dito me ngaun sa up los baƱos… dalaw ko bhes ko kasi tagal na din kmi di nagkikita… hehehe… and isa pa… dahil ala kc mga rum8s ko sa bhaus… eh mei skit pa ko… la me ksma dun… pero buti nlng di na me xado ginasipon now… kaya lingaw na laag-laag… hehehe

etoh… cge lng kmi kfc ni hanie… ung new chick’n fillet crunch nila? hehehe tapos tambay sa taas ng kfc picture ng picture… lingaw dbah? nakakahiya n nga s ibang costumers… pero dbah? paki ba nila pare-pareho lng naman kmi n ng-order at ngbayad dibah? hehehe…

mei pinakilala s akin c hanie… hay naku… nakakainis naman… di xa pwde mging p******* dhil ’suplado’… i mean, di xa friendly… eh yoko ng gnun… suplada n nga ako eh tpos suplado pa xa? ngek di kami talo!!! hehehe… huhuhu…

sa wakas… knna lng tlga me tinour ni hanie… hehehe… ngkita-kita din kmi nila marlon… cuzin ng ex ko… tpos dinner sa mcdo… actually xa lng pala ung ngdinner dhil kmi eh ngmerienda lng… hehehe la na wawarts… tska busog n mn din kmi…

so now… etoh kmi ngnenet… bukas babalik na me s qc… sna lng noh magicng me on time… 4 am… dhil 7am ang 1st class ko bukas… hay tlga wish ko lng tlga… sna safe din ung trip ko bukas… un lng… c:

i wonder…

Friday, August 19th, 2005

ang weird lng… hmmm… kgbi lng din naman me last ngnet… except ngaun of course… tpos kgbi, 18 times viewed pa lng profile ko… hmmm

how cum, ngaun ng magchek me ulit… 63 times na? at ang dmi kong friend requests and msgs… weird noh? ano naman kaya nangyari? hmmm… la lng…

nywei… i’m still sick… holiday ngaun eh dhil qc day… kaya alang class… tambay lng s bahay… tapos stroll sa knl hanggang teacher’s village hanggang s entrance ng sikatuna village… boring nga araw namin ni ate zane eh, at pareho pa kming mei skit… hmmm…

bukas pupunta me uplb… s wkas mgkikita na kmi ni hanie… tgal n rin kmi di ngkita… sana mei ipakilala na xa s akin… hehehe jowk lng bhes… sus to think gagala ako ng mei skit… at ang dmi ko pang exams nxt week, puro major subjs… hayyy grbeh napakasipag kong stude noh? masipag tlga… grbeh!!! huhu… yoko na… meron pa kong technical paper, sus katamad mgresearch oi!

hay naku wala lng akong magawa… i’m bored… la pa ung kasabot ko na kachat… buti nlng online c panen… mei kausap naman me khit papano… wala na din akong load… sus nakakadisgraxa tlga ang cwts… buti nlng unlimited c ate zane,nkitext nlng me… waaahhhh gusto ko ng iimpeach srili ko as team lider? kala ko pa temporary lng un, nging totohanan na ata… pero hayyy excited na me s camping… ang saya cguro nun, tska mkkpgbond tlga ung group namin… hehehe…

sana lng gumaling na ko… waaahhh wish ko lng… di na ko makahinga ng maayos eh..at makatulog dn… un lng… nxt month sna makahanap na rin me ulit ng trbaho… para mei sweldo na ulit… c:

STUPIDITY!!!

Thursday, August 18th, 2005

bastah i feel so stupid… soooo stupid… ayoko na poh umiyak… ano poh ba gagawin ko? litong lito na ko… and i’m not feeling well na… sick and sleepless!!! masakit din pala un… kala ko kc mas magiging madali kpag nalaman ko un… mas mahirap pala… nagiging paranoid ako lalo… weird huh? pero totoo… yoko na!!! huhu…

i quitted!!!

Thursday, August 11th, 2005

oh my god… gnwa ko na b tlga? and now i’m jobless… well, i have a reason naman… hmmm c papa kc… ayan lalo tuloi akong nadiscourage… kc he told me n mgtipid, so i searched for a job… and then ang sbi nya nanaman ‘cnbi ko lng n mgtipid ka di ko naman sinabi n mgtrabaho ka!’ ngek!!!

and so… ayun last day ko na s work knna, gosh 6 hrs s study hall, well, meju ng-enjoi naman ako, den nxt week mgsusuffer na naman ako dhil exam na!!! until d last week of august ata… bawi muna me s tulog, ngkakapimples n ko!!! waaahhhh saaadddd… wel, mghahanap na naman ako ng bgong work, ung hindi ngrerequire n mgturo ako, kc parang di ko field un… kulang pa ko s confidence… maybe sumday, but not at the moment… huhuh…

an apology!

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

kuya jd… naku sowi dun sa sig sheet thingy… sowi tlga… di ko naman alam na un tlga ilalagay nilang description sau… hahaha… peace out!!! [eh natawa ka rin naman eh] hehehe… god bless!!!

whattaday!!!

Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

today’s my first day at work (duh? work?)… hehehe tutoring… of course since 1st time ko, grabeh tense na tense ako, tpos mga tga admu pa mga tinuruan ko kanina, nakakahiya nga eh., kc di ko masagot mga tanung nila… duh? tutor ako db? di ko tlga alam as in!!! cguro kc masyadong kinakabahan pa me, and inexperienced… hehehe… try lng naman toh eh, i just want to earn my own money, from my own sweat and blood… naku nakamamatay pala toh, baka madehydrate ako!!! hehehe…

anyhow, i just wanna try how it is to earn ur own money, kung mahirap ba, kung pano mging working student… hahaha, my dad even told me na he won’t give me allowance anymore, since self-supporting na din naman daw me! duh? okay lng xa? may pinag-iipunan me noh… for future use… and besides, i’m still his responsibility, even though i’m already 18… hahaha… i’m still a daddy’s girl!!!

kinakabahan pa rin me til now… sna bukas eh di na ko kabahan… i just hope so… i need to work… hehehe i’m being paid for it ayt?!!!

nywei, gotta go.. mgreresearch pa ko!!!