Archive for June, 2005

a realization…

Monday, June 27th, 2005

i’ve been blessed… yes!!! but i was deaf to the sound of truth…

i thought experiencing the most painful heartbreak was the biggest problem in the world… BUT NO!!! i thought wrong, there are far more difficult problems other than what i believed was the worst… indeed nothng is impossible!!! a realization that brought me (again) to a state of depression yet opened me to the reality that was before my eyes… t’was sad to know that everything we have can suddenly disappear like a bubble in just one click… but on the other hand, that’s the time we realize God’s existence…

nobody’s perfect… people commit mistakes… yet, as long as there’s life, there’s hope… never give up, they say… so keep on fightin’!!!

a song from the heart…

Monday, June 27th, 2005

He’s always on my mind
From the time I wake up ’til I close my eyes
He’s everywhere I go
He’s all I know

And though he’s so far away
It just keeps gettin’ stronger everyday
And even now he’s gone
I’m still holding on
So tell me where do I start
‘Cause it’s breaking my heart
Don’t wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin’ me
That if you really love him
You’ve gotta set him free
And if he returns in kind
I’ll know he’s mine
So tell me where do I start
‘Cause it’s breakin’ my heart
Don’t wanna let him go

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
‘Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know he’s never there
And all this time I act so brave
I’m shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
‘Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows

a confession…

Friday, June 17th, 2005

hmmm… i’m feelin’ so down right now… but nevertheless, i’m trying to fight the depression that’s been infecting my entire system… duh?! just wanna thank all the people who has been there for me, esp. to cc, dani, zan, te joh, my bhes, my sisters… etc… this is really hard for me, but somehow, u people made it a bit less hard, enlightening me with your words of advice… i hope i’d be able to face the world soon, bearing the happiness and contentment that were once mine, again… godspeed…

fixin’ a broken heart

Friday, June 17th, 2005

hmmm… this is for someone… thanx for everything… for being there when i needed a ‘crying shoulder’… thanx sa inyo… bastah…

there was nothing to say
the day he left
just filled a suitcase full of regrets
i held a taxi in the rain
looking for someplace to ease the pain

then like an answered prayer
i turned around and found u there

you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

now I don’t understand what I’m going through
there must be a plan that lead me to you
because the hurt just disappeares
in every moment that you are near

just like an answered prayer
you made the loneliness easy to bear

you really know where to start
fixing my broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

surely the wind will stop falling baby
and I’ll forget the past
cuz here we are at last
you really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart

fixing a broken heart… fixing a broken heart

grrrr!!!

Friday, June 10th, 2005

nakakabadtrip ka superfriend!!! makapa-init ng ulo bah!!! getz mo?! hmp… la ka ng pag-asa talaga! grrr!!! sooooo not worth it!!!

feelin’ weak and lonely…

Friday, June 10th, 2005

JOJO - Weak

[Verse 1:]
I don’t know what it is that you’ve done to me
But it’s caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you’re doing
It’s a feeling that I want to stay
‘Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin’ you on my mind
I can’t figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

[Chorus:]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak

[Verse 2:]
Time after time after time I’ve tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin’ on
Resistance is down when you’re around, pride’s fading
In my condition I don’t want to be alone
‘Cuz my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin’ you on my mind
I can’t figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

[Chorus:]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak

[Bridge:]
I’ve tried hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love’s so sweet
It knocks me off my feet

[Chorus:]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak

I get so weak
Blood starts racing through my veins
I get so weak
Boy it’s somethin’ I can’t explain
I get so weak
Somethin’ ’bout the way you do the things you’re do-oo-oo-in’
Knocks me right off of my feet (off my feet)
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak (I get so)

[Chorus:]
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
Then somethin’ takes over me
In a daze, your love’s so amazing
It’s not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can’t explain why your lovin’ makes me weak
[Repeat till fade]